ZeE No.177

FAILED TP!!!
I have never make those type of mistakes beforeeeee!!
I got 1 immediate failure and 38 demit points!! WTF!?
My last assignment was 18 DP only laaa....
Upset my entire day =(
Nvm, hope i dont fail my class 3 can liao..
If not parents gonna chop off my head and play soccer ='(

Going town with my good friend ryan and rong later..
I feel like SHOUTING now...
Too bad they dont go kbox!!
Today i have to eat all i want..
Nobody can stop me!!

Shit man, i got called back to report to base..
But i dont give a shit..
This is my hoilday, why must call me back?
Why army so fuck up?
As if like going war like that?
If call me back to prepare for war, i will understand..
But call me back when there's not enough man power?
Fuk you understand!!

Haha zee chill out..

ZeE No.176

Went to BBDC today..
Brought everything except for handphone -.-"
When for Self practice and road revision today..
Wa lau si bei chui sia..
I never touch bike for almost 3 weeks..
Now damn rusty liao..
Tomorrow TP already laaa.. how?? how?? how??
Die liao laaaa..

Yes la, enrolled class 3 as well..
Have to ask my parents sponsor me EVERYTHING!! haha

ZeE No.175

Extreme make over..
Everything new and cutting down fats is my aim!

Goals before july..

SIX PACS
Weight 55KG
12 pull ups
Sliver for IPPT (maintain)
10mins for 2.4km
Driving TP
Get a bike?

ZeE No.174

i'm a naggy person, i turn girls off and spolit their mood

ZeE No.173

Why?? i only left 3 more pracs to TP and the instructor still fail me..
Omg damn rush now.. i have to complete the 3 pracs within 1 month before my TP..
I will definately fail at 8.1 which is going round circuit and outside of the road..

Fuck the instructor.. Out of 6 people, he failed only me.. ONLY ME!!
I only did one error and he just failed me..
Fuck the bus driver!! Why stop suddenly if not i dont need to use my E-brake..
Others fail to stop when its amber light and he still pass them..

Nobody in this world is perfect..
Why nobody give me a second chance?
Why everyone in this world like to sentence me to death?
Why?

ZeE No.172

i hate myself

i suck to the core

i am not a good person

i am wasting your time

i will not forgive myself

i am a fool

i am dumb, a big stupid dumb

i will not cry

i will be strong

i will not do any foolish things anymore

i must wake up my own idea

i should forgive and forget

i am no longer zee

i will change to be better

lastly,

i want to thank you =)

ZeE No.171

why i'm always wrong and you're always right?