ZeE No.167

Friday

I really feel like crying AGAIN!!
Sergeant gave me two more extra duties to do!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I really wanna end my life now!

2x extras = 24hrs!!!!
I have to do 24hrs of duty!!!
AHHHHHHHHHHH~~
I really feeling very emo now...

Yesterday was my dismoult day..
Went to bbdc straight after they dismissed us..
Wah piang i pass luh!!
I dont know why the other time instructor failed me..
He suck lahhhhh!!


Saturday

Today went back to base for standby..
Very lame laaaa!!
I have to get up at 6.30am and have to report at 9am..
We ended our lesson at 12pm..
WASTE MY TIME TO TRAVEL FROM JURONG TO CHANGI!!!!

SAD!! TODAY IS MY OFF DAY AND WHY THE HELL AM I DOING HERE -.-

Have to report back to base tomorrow morning AGAIN!
My life sucks!!
Always packed with lots of work ever since my last 2 years of attachment and NS!!
I need a breakkkkkk!! I want to go on hoilday!!!

PASS! PASS! PASS! PASS! PASS!

ZeE No.166

My life is miserable in changi air base...
Let me tell you why!

I never get enough rest since 10 of sep..
10 of sep actually should be my off duty butt.. they called all of us back to camp..
We are preparing for stand-by on that day =(
Got dismiss at around 5pm+..

Again, we have to report back to camp next day for duty..
There goes another 3 more days in camp..

On 14 of sep actually should be my next off day again..
Guess, what?
I got extra to clear..
Extra meaning "EXTRA DUTIES"!!
Ahhh went back to camp again!!!

I doesnt know whether i count myself lucky or wad..
I have to serve another 3 more days duties continuosly..

On 17 of sep evening.. I finally get to go home..
FINALLY!!
My whole body was shivering and feeling very weak..
Duties really very shag, i dont know how long i can take it..

I sleep less than 8hrs at home and have to report back to camp again..
Everytime jurong to changi..
Sibei fking sianz sia..
I thought 1 year of working in changi is enough for me..
Now, another 1 year and 6 months of training in CAB...
Wah piang sianz laaaaaa!!
Looking at aeroplanes, i feels like throwing a bomb there..

Do you know my parents and my friends miss me =(
Why must serveeeeee?? why???????

Finally today i get to home and sleep again..
Reporting to camp on wednesday..
Yesss sar!!!

Tired~ Tired~

ZeE No.165

OMG SO SIANZ!!!
Get to book out every 2 days i book in should feel happy!!
BUTTTT I'm rotting at home nowwwww!!!
Camp mates meeting their gf..
Secondary school mates went MIA/exams..
Second SISTER WENT TO MACAU!!
Da jie not coming back..

AHHHHHHHHHH WHAT CAN I DO??
Look at myself..
I'm a loner!! =(